L'amour is on another level! A level of change.....[2nd Edition]

hey guys!!...

I am so sorry I've been so busy! it's crazy....ok so i guess thats not a good excuse to keep you guys hanging...it's just...

ok so at the end of the last post I said I hoped she hadn't done anything stupid....

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I started to rack my brain..where could this girl be o??....I hope she hasn't gone nd done something stupid.....!

I tried her number once more, it was turned off :-(

I started to wonder if calling the police would be the best thing to do, I thought to myself, no that would just make the situation worse! I better just calm down, she'll get to me in a couple of days...

I was damn worried...

I then checked to see if she has taken any of my belongings...

mu purses - check - still intact
my shoes - check
clothes - check
jewlery- check
Robin thicke c.d's /everything robin thicke (btw over £300 worth of investment - yes im crazy like that) - CHECK
my safe - Not ok...!

I remembered that I had been so stupid to let her know my safe combination.....not only did i have over a thousand pounds locked up in it (strictly for emergency), I had the family gold bracelet which was worth so many thousand of pounds - my mother had passed it on to me n my 16th bday as the third child, (its a cultural thang) but bottom line was, I was suppose to pass it on to my third child...because of how special it was to me i rarely ever wore it and she knew it's worth....

Well...unfortunately, thats the last time I heared from Angela..(till date)

Not only was i embarassed that i brought and fed someone like this into my home, it just proved to my very confused (his sexuality i mean) housemate that nigerians are trully what people say they are. I had to apologise to him for her haste exit..I didnt let him know what she did to me though.

Now this post is not for anyone to feel sorry for me. I have decided not to dwell on the past but to learn from my mistakes and move forward. My mother almost killed me through the phone when i told her what happend. As for Mr A, he was there for me a 100% all through...offered to even replace the money....

Now this blog entry is titled on a level of change because i have realised that when ur so generous to people, they take advantage of you which isnt right! but such is life, I am going to change my generosity towards people, I'm learning to say big fat NO to people! trust me it isnt easy because I hate people telling me NO! but it seems thats the only way to avoid getting hurt anf getting one's self into all this mess......I will be nice to those who I know/ or think I know and would never do such to me, but if i dont know you, dont be expecting no favours ffrom me because I will say no!...

everyone should be responsible for their actions....I hve no idea how Angela got herself into that mess but the right thing should have been to pick herself back up!..if you fall, don't be too embarassed to stand up once more and act like it never happend.

As for Pablo, he got fed up of his boyfriend for two years and decided to explore the female species after so many months of me convincing him too...*reely twisted* but he's happy!! thats all that matters!!!

I am learning to say NO! and its something I hope God will understand despite all I have been through, I have faith in God and I pray what happend to me never happens to anyone!...

To those who are too generous and have never been dissappointed...I dnt know how you guys do it but my advice to you is to slow down....life is very unfair, you would think people are genuine until they stab you right in the back with your own kitchen knife!....
I am not saying become cruella de ville but be easy...theres always a time to say those two horrible letter N and O!


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I hope y'all have a nice weekend (even thought its almost over!! crazy how time flies when your having fun)

I promise to update regulaarly!! I hope I can keep that promise!! (yes I can)

Thnxxx guys for all the love and support!!

all my juicy love

-xxx- L'armour -xxx-